I stopped regular gaming around three, maybe three and a half years ago. Why? Simply because I felt people like me, who like single player games, were simply being forgotten about and just about everything new or coming onto the market was just yet another generic FPS of some sort… A genre I think has been unbelievably over saturated over the last four, maybe even five years now. I lost a heck of a lot of interest in gaming as a result and to be fair, it's never really recovered from that. Gaming seems to have taken a huge step forward with just about everything being online or multiplayer (again, with a heavy FPS dominance) and quite frankly, I've been left more or less entirely in the dark as a result.
I don't think I'm too old for gaming. I've not long turned 29. There should be some years left in me but I do feel technology has moved on so quickly that it really has left me well and truly behind. This is the biggest problem I have. I've gone from a regular gamer, to a casual and then quickly to an 'occasional' gamer within four years. Looking at next-gen consoles frightens me because all I want to do is to plug the thing in, slot in a disc and play. It's clear this is now becoming too much to ask as we move more and more over to the point where consoles are becoming very complex entertainment systems with internet connections e.t.c… How it all works and how to make it work does genuinely scare me. It’s the way that things have gone forward and unfortunately, my understanding of it all is limited to the point you’d actually think I was joking. I have no idea how to set up a Playstation online account thingy. Actually, I have no idea how to actually hook the console up to the internet. I have no idea how to download anything from a console (how it 'saves' or stores this data either) and nor do I know how to 'hook up' to multiplayer games or how you talk to anyone whilst online…
Up to my late teens I used to spend most weekends on whatever console I had at the time (Sega Megadrive, PS1, early to mid days of the PS2). I’d regularly have four to six hour gaming sessions and not think twice about it. I’d be on it most weekday evenings too. Heck, I can go back further than that to my early childhood in the very late eighties when I used to borrow my older brother’s Atari STE (remember those?). There were some major leaps in technology in gaming over the course of the 90's and I happily adapted to them all. The contrast between what you could buy in 1990 and 1999 was truly vast. Much larger than it is now, actually. I think I'm quite privileged to come from this era of gaming. However this latest change to 'next-gen' just seems to be a gap too far for me. Not in terms of the games, but the actual technology and loopholes you have to jump through in order to get them just to work.
Over these last three years or so my PS3 has sat gathering dust for weeks, if not more than a month at a time before it’s used – and even then there's only about five games that I've had in that time to actually play on it. The fact that I’m considering an upgrade to the PS4 this year means that I've not actually used it now for around six weeks. Probably longer. I have absolutely no doubt my skills have become rusty and I'm ashamed to say it. I hate to 'beat my own drum' as such but until this point where my love for gaming was lost, I'd consider myself to be a competent gamer with reasonable skill on most genre that I played.
I accept that since I effectively hung up my gaming controller that I've become embarrassingly lazy. About 70% of my gaming over this period has come via watching others on YouTube. They have the skill to go about all this online business of hooking up to servers whereas I don't. I don't know where to even start. There are various games I'd love to join in to play but that part of my brain which has 'clicked' with everyone else's to do whatever it is they do with ease, just hasn’t with me…
Believe me, when the time comes for me to get a PS4 (and I am determined to get back onto the gaming saddle before my love completely dies altogether), I'm going to need help, if not divine intervention, to get me set up. If I can't, then I think I'm just about finished, folks…
